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Zelgadis watched himself grow in the copy machines main tank and fought the
disappointment that threatened to reduce him to tears. None of them had expected his clone
to be anything but a chimera, but Zel had hopedjust on an outside chancethat
his true, original self would prevail, and the copy would be fully human. Judging from the
rough, blue flesh of the creature floating in the growth solution, the new Zelgadis would
be a chimera. "So, Rezo wins again," Zel sighed to himself. He shouldnt be
such an ingrate, he knew: The Lord of Nightmares didnt have to give him this second
chance. She was god. Not only did she not have to explain her actions, she didnt
have to sit and listen to a mortal with an attitude problem whine at her about how he
didnt want to be dead, and she didnt have to give him an opportunity to create
a new body to house his spirit. So why was she giving him another chance? What was
Zelgadis to the creator of the world that his fate should make any kind of difference to
her? After the danger of him becoming a creature that could destroy her was passed, that
is. All he was now was simply Zelgadis the chimera, cursed by the Red Priest to a life of
eternal frustration and separation from human society. A week ago, he would have added
"doomed never to be loved" to that list, too, but hed made what to him
were astonishing discoveries recently. Zelgadis smiled to himself as he remembered his
meeting with Amelia in his dream. His appearance didnt matter to her. Stone skin or
flesh, she loved him for who he was, not what he looked like. Lina and Gourry were the
same way: No matter what package he came in, he was still their friend Zelgadis, a friend
they were willing to take any risk to save, even defying the Lord of Nightmares, herself.
Even virtual strangers like Zhara, Sylph and Jaz had risked themselves to save him.
Urlich, too, he supposed, though the man probably wouldnt admit it, or would claim
he was just trying to please Sylph. Zel figured he had a kindred spirit in Zharas
twin brother: Both of them were stubborn and proud, quick to demand vengeance for any harm
done to a friend and skilled with a blade. Too bad Url hated his guts, or they might
actually be friends.
"I see youre still ugly."
Zelgadis had heard Urlich approach, so he
wasnt startled by his sudden comment, nor was he offended by its content.
"Looks that way."
Slightly disappointed that hed failed to push
any of Zels buttons, Urlich snorted and leaned against the tank so he was facing
herhim. Whatever. It was hard to take Zelgadis seriously in Princess Amelias
tiny, childlike (yet disturbingly shapely) body. Urlich looked Amelias body up and
down, noting the sexy way his silk shirt clung to her curves, but especially liking her
legs. A thump on the head from the man wearing the Princess body brought him back to
his senses with a jolt. Url rubbed the top of his head and snarled at Zelgadis. "What
was that for?"
"Lecher."
Urlich waggled a finger in Zels face and
jumped back off the platform. "I am not a lecher," he grumped, then stood tall
and made a show of straightening his clothes. Ever the fop, he was dressed to the nines to
make a copy of Zelgadis and to fight his nephews, a fight he had very little hope that
they would win this time. Url was glad hed dressed up; never hurt to make a pretty
corpse, especially when one was as handsome in life as he was. "Ive always had
a healthy appreciation for beautiful women. Your Princess is annoying, but even you must
admit she has a nice figure."
Zelgadis jumped down and punched him, then shrugged
at the furious look Urlich gave him. "Well, its what Amelia wouldve done.
Dont tell me youre not used to women hitting you, Urlich!"
Url delicately wiped a trickle of blood from the
corner of his mouth and checked his teeth for any loose ones. For a little thing, the
Princess could throw a helluva right hook. "Only in bed," he grinned, "and
only when I ask them to."
"Oh puh-leeze, Url!" Sylph sighed and
rolled her eyes. She came up behind Urlich and thumped him on the head.
"OW!" Url spun around, still rubbing his
head. "You know, this thumping me on the head is getting really old!"
"Then stop being an idiot," Sylph advised
him as she nudged him aside for a better view of the developing Zelgadis. The copy was
almost full-sized by now, having less than seven hours left to grow. It floated in fetal
position, arms wrapped around its legs, which were hugged close to its chest, very slowly
turning in the fluid. Slyph watched it until it had made a full turn, then got a wicked
look on her face. With a quick glance Urls way, she twirled a finger just above
Amelias breast and looked coyly into her eyes, seeing a rather embarrassed Zelgadis
behind them. "Why, Zelgadis
I had no idea you were so
so
" she
waggled her eyebrows lewdly, "hung."
Zel said: "Urk!"
Urlich sputtered.
Sylph giggled herself back to where her sister was
just waking up. Jaz stretched, giving anyone who happened to be looking a very nice view,
indeed, rubbed her eyes and asked Sylph to share the joke. Sylph flopped down on her knees
and eagerly whispered into Jaz ear, then the two sisters gave Zelgadis steamy looks
until he blushed from ear to ear, and Urlich turned red as a beet and looked close to
explodingthen the women pointed at the red-faced men and giggled even more.
"Hey you guys," Lina asked with a yawn,
just waking up, herself, "whats so funny?" Then she saw Urlich and
Amelia-Zelgadis bright red and trembling with rage and mortification, respectively and
busted out laughing, as well. "Oooh! Urlich! You are ugly when youre
mad!"
Url stomped over to Lina, saw Gourrys hand
wrap around the hilt of the Sword of Light and froze, still trembling with rage. He
pointed a finger in Linas face, opened his mouth to say something, closed it, tried
it again, gave up. He spun on his heel and stormed off to join Zhara where she stood
staring out the cave mouth.
Nik looked up from sharpening his knives as the
breeze from Urlichs passage ruffled his curly red hair. "Whats with
him?" He muttered.
Lenzer frowned. "Oh, gee, Nik, lets think
about this one: His own nephews are probably gonna kill him and his whole family tomorrow.
Thatd make me just a little cranky, I think. How bout you?"
"Shut up!" Nik slashed at Lenzer,
confident that the man had brains enough to duck the blade and was right. He went back to
sharpening his knives and tried to drive the images of Ullan and Zellan out of his head,
images seared into his race memory, as they no doubt were burned into Lenzers and
Garrolls, as well. Unlike Jaz and the other vampires, the chimeras Zhara had made
could reproduce themselves in the same way that humans did. Not only were their traits
passed to their offspring, but their memories as well. There wasnt a single Marrigan
chimera who didnt have an ancestor who had died fighting the Sons of Chaos. How
Lenzer could be so cavalier about the return of those monsters
It was as if he had stood on that plain eight
hundred years agosmelled the stench of burning blood and flesh, gagged on the fumes
of Mozoku blood, perished in the holocaust Zellan had spewed from his terrible, gaping
maw, like the very gate to the underworld.
"Ah!" The daggers blade snapped off
at the hilt and skittered across the floor. His eyes still squeezed shut against the
visions in his mind, Nik threw the hilt away. "Gods, we dont have a
prayer!" His eyes flew open and he reached out to shake Lenzer by the shoulders.
"Were gonna die!"
Lenzer brought his fists around and down onto the
place where Niks shoulders met the base of his neck, forcing the other mans
arms to go limp. "No were not! Zhara commanded us to stay here and protect
them, you fool!" He jabbed a thumb over his shoulder in the general direction of Lina
and Gourry. "Were not fighting the Sons of Chaos! So, get a hold of
yourself!"
Zhara turned dull eyes on them for a moment, then
returned to her own soul rending thoughts. Another curse shed brought on innocents.
But how was she to know theyd have a race memory? And if shed known, would
that have kept her from giving them life? Could she have taken their memories from them,
as shed done to Jessica? Would that have worked? Or would they have hated her for
that? A tear escaped her eye and trickled to her lips. She had ordered their ancestors to
fight, never giving them the option to refuselike a hand moving chess pieces on the
board. The hand never asks the pieces if they want to be part of the game, just does with
them what it will. Zhara licked the tear from her lips without tasting it. Urlich leaned
against the other side of the ruined entrance, perched on a boulder Xellos onslaught
had dislodged. She was glad he didnt seem to want to talk about what was troubling
her. Not that they really needed to, since her pain was no mystery to him. The mystery to
Zhara was why he and Sylph had never said a word about what shed done to Jessica,
neither in praise nor condemnation. It was as if the battle with Ullan and Zellan had
never happenedno, that wasnt true. They grieved for their fallen son, but,
strangely, accepted what had been done to Jessica. Why? For the first few centuries, Zhara
had cloaked herself in silence, but even after that she hadnt asked them why they
said nothing, just let it be as if that was the way it had always been. But the vampire
Jaz and the shaman Jessica were so radically different! Like a house cat and a lion! No,
that wasnt a good comparison: More like the difference between a mouse and a dragon.
It was a miracle Jaz had retained her ability to turn into a fox, though that seemed to be
all shed kept of her former self.
"And its all my fault," Zhara
thought. She closed her eyes and clenched and unclenched her fists, remembering
The spell surrounded them, its power unlike anything Zhara had
ever felt, even in the service of the Lord of Nightmares. Her own power was faltering, she
was losing her hold on the spell, her control slipping. "Jessica! Help
me!"
Jessica was already there. Hers was the power
Zhara felt encompassing them, wrapping itself around Zhara like a warm, comforting blanket
on a cold night. "Dont die, Zhara!" The shamans voice was in her
mind, not her ears, as if anything could be heard above the rending of space and the
outraged roars of the Sons of Chaos. Xellos lay near the place where Zeris had fallen, his
hand still clutched his staff, the ruby glowing like a burning heart. Flames danced on the
surface of the pool of his own blood in which Xellos drowned, unconscious, unable to free
himself from danger. Urlich was on his knees nearby, clutching Sylphs unmoving body
to his chest. Both of them bled freely, her red blood mixing with his black, igniting upon
contact with one another.
"I cant hold it!" Zhara choked, both
with her lips and in her thoughts to her partner, then she screamed as power exploded out
of Jessica in a supernova of white light.
"I love you, Zhara, my one true
love
"
Then Zhara fainted and when she awoke, her sons and
her father were gone, the Plain of Kairn was on fire, Urlich and Sylph lay crumpled in the
last place Zhara had seen them, and Jessica was beside her, fading. All of her hair and
clothes had been burned away by Ullans and Zellans fiery blood, but
miraculously her skin was untouched, still perfect, flawless ivory. Her own hair and
clothes had been burnt away, as well, but Zhara wouldnt notice that until later. All
she could think of then was how to keep Jessica from leaving the land of the living
forever. Zhara had power inside of her, undiminished by the battle"Jessica,
what have you done? Why? I dont want your power! I want you!"
Zharas hand
wrapped itself around the fox fetish pendant Jessica had given her all those many
centuries ago. Shed said shed blessed it with the elemental power of the
kitsune, a power that was one with nature and the world. If not for the power Jessica had
given it, the lucky charm would be nothing more than a fox carved from Onyx, a black fox,
like Jessica.
Her memories held the answer: Urlich and Sylph
hadnt stopped her from snatching Jessica back from the edge of death and making a
lesser form to house her soul because they couldnt. And yet, even later on, when
even Sylph was through grieving, neither of them blamed her for what shed done.
Sylph was happy to have her sister alive, even if Jessica remembered nothing of her past.
And Urlich
as far as he was concerned, Jessica was dead, and Jaz was just another
Marrigan his sister had created.
"Well die tomorrow, Jessica," Zhara
whispered in her mind to the memory of her lost friend. No, much more than a friend. Her
one true love. A spirit so akin to her own that it didnt matter that it was housed
in the body of another woman. Her efforts to save Jessica had failed when shed taken
the shamans memories. Those memories could only be torture, Zhara had reasoned, to
one who had been so powerful. But shed been a fool. Jessicas last words
tormented her, accused her, exposed her betrayal: Magic didnt matter, nothing
mattered, only love, and Zhara had taken that most precious thing away. Surely now it was
too late to give those memories back. Jessicas love would turn to hate to know how
her beloved had betrayed her. Or
would she understand? Shed always understood
Zhara, no matter how crazy her actions and words seemed sometimes, even to her own
brother.
Zhara sneaked a look at Jaz over her shoulder and a
dagger pierced her heart to see her giggling with Sylph, while poor Zelgadis turned redder
and redder, and even Lina Inverse got in on the joke. Was she happy as a vampire? Would
she be happier if she could remember her past?
Urlichs hand on her shoulder startled her.
"I think its time," he said quietly. His eyes held the sort of sadness
their fathers couldnt, like and unlike as he and Urlich were.
Zhara blinked at him in confusion, though she had a
good idea of what he meant. "Whtime for what?"
He narrowed his eyes and sighed impatiently.
"Tell her the truth. Give her back herself."
She jerked her shoulder out from under his hand and
turned her back on him, so he couldnt see her cry. Bad move: She was now
facing the people in the cavern, and the first to see her face was Jaz, who nudged her
sister and pointed at Zhara. The merriment that had filled that end of the cavern abruptly
stopped, but on the other side of the cave came Xellos soft chuckle. Zharas
head snapped in that direction, but the dirty look she gave him only made Xellos laugh
harder.
He shook his head and clicked his tongue.
"Quite a hole youve dug yourself into!" He mocked. "Now what will you
do? Hm? Continue to live a lie, or return Jessicas memories and face the music, as
humans say? Not that itll make any difference in the battle to come, mind you, since
shell still be without her former powerbut youll die with a clean
conscience, at least."
"What are you babbling about, Trickster?"
Jaz shouted at him, throwing a shoe at his face for good measure. He stopped it scant
inches from his nose and let it drop into his lap. Jaz frowned and turned her attention
back to Zhara. "Well, whats he on about now? You cant tell me that
business about me being a mighty shaman, and you turning me into a vampire is true! Zhara,
you dont have that kind of power, do you?" She looked to her sister for
support, but Sylph just looked away and said nothing. Urlich wouldnt meet her eyes,
either. Zharas face was pale and soaked with tears, but she didnt look away.
Jaz tried to keep her sense of humor. "It is a lie, isnt it?"
She got up and walked toward Zhara, and as she did
she seemed to change until Zhara no longer saw the vampire shed made, but the love
shed been unable to let go. The long, curling, shining black hair and snowy-fair
skin were the same, but the walk was different: Jaz slunk, Jessica had always
strode,
proudly, like the queen she was. And she had always glittered with tiny jewels, as if
stars had come down from the heavens to cling to her hair and clothing. She wore her great
age like a royal mantle, dark eyes steady and deep, like looking into time, itself, or the
vast reaches of the universe. Sylph was only a little younger than Zhara and Urlich, and
Zhara had always thought the two kitsune to be close in age, but sometimes
sometimes
when shed looked into Jessicas eyes, Zhara had seen time stretching back to
the great wars between Seified and Shabranigdo, and had been able to imagine Jessica had
actually been there. Asking how old she was had been futile, even Sylph wouldnt
reveal that information, not about her sister and not about herself. So, the twins had
gone on assumptions, having no proven information.
"Zhara!"
Zhara blinked to find Jaz standing before her with a
concerned look on her face. "Is it true?"
"Huh?" Zhara gulped and swore shed
kill her father if the opportunity presented itself. How dare he force her into such an
awkward situation when she wasnt ready to
Oh, those eyes! Those same, dark
eyes, but so shallow! No depths of the heavens, no well of time, no ancient battles
between good and evil. Just eyes, like anybodys eyes. "IIm
sorry!" Zhara ran from the cave, leaving Jaz blinking in puzzlement behind her.
Urlich recovered first, and took off after his
sister, calling over his shoulder for the others to stay where they were. Then he
disappeared and reappeared in Zharas path. She crashed into him, and he wrapped his
arms tightly around her. "What was that all about?!" He demanded into her hair.
"She wants the truth, dammit, its about time you gave it to her!" Url slid
his hands from his sisters back to her shoulders and held her away from him. When
she wouldnt look at him, he pushed her chin up until he could look into her face,
but she jerked away. Enraged, Urlich grabbed her head between his hands and forced her to
look at him. "I know what youre feeling, Zhara," he told her in a steely
voice, "but this is something you should have done long ago! You should
never"
"have changed her!" Zhara screamed
at him, "I know that! You think I havent regretted it every second of every day
of the last eight hundred years?! Shit, Url, what kind of a monster do you think I am?!
Im not Dad!" She clawed his wrists until he let go, then shoved him aside and
ran deeper into the tunnels. This time, Urlich let her go, watching her until she
disappeared around a bend. He sighed and looked back to find Jaz standing where Zhara had
been a moment before, looking into his face with eyes that were Jessicas, but not
hers at all. Sylph was a few steps behind her but looking past them to where Zhara had
disappeared. The others were crowded into the cave mouth, the nosy cretins! All but
Xellos, whose laughter Urlich could still hear coming from inside the cave.
"Dad," he thought as he collected Jaz and Sylph and headed back to the cavern,
"you are so dead."
In
their prison between worlds, Ullan and Zellan set up another game of chess. Since he lost
the last game, Ullan made the first move. Time flowed differently here than in the world
where their mother hid in a hole in a wall in the catacombs and cried until she no longer
had the strength to stay conscious. Here, it was another day, time for another game of
chess, time for the game that could set them free. Ullan contemplated letting his brother
win, then decided that probably wouldnt be necessary. Zellan was a brilliant player
and would likely win anyway, freeing them both. He could almost taste his mothers
blood, feel her power becoming part of him as he drained her of her life and devoured her
heart. Uncle Urlich would be next, then those two kitsune bitches. Jessica
the power
of the ancients! Her heart would be sweetest of all. Of course, hed have to share
them with his brother, but that was alright. Theyd always shared everything, even
the spoils of their raids. Thats what brothers were for.
The
Lord of Nightmares closed her eyes, feeling the seal on Zharas children weaken to
the breaking point. They would return to the world today, to die or conquer. Perhaps
shed let them live if they defeated Xellos
or not. Xellos was a formidable
opponent, though he probably thought he was keeping his true power a secret from her. No
one kept secrets from the Lord of Nightmares, especially not a former-human upstart
Mozoku. She opened her eyes and smiled, strolling gracefully across the room to seat
herself on her throne and light up another cigarette. Smart move on Zellas part,
choosing the young Zellan to become her Priest/General. No doubt an old lord like Zellas
Metallium had foreseen the power her human protégé would have someday, but did she
understand its full extent now? Probably. Zellas was one of the oldest lords and hard to
fool. Shed accept Xellos service as long as he chose to give it. If and when
he decided to play his little trump card, the mighty Beast Master would crush himif
she could. Now that would be an interesting battle. Pity he wouldnt live long enough
to play his hand, L-Sama thought without regret. No one kept secrets from the Lord of
Nightmaresand lived.
As for the Sons of Chaos, once theyd disposed
of Xellos and his children, perhaps she could find other uses for them. Maybe not. They
were dangerous, undisciplined, and they each carried a piece of Shabranigdo inside them.
Hm. No, they would also have to die. L-Sama puffed thoughtfully on her cigarette and
decided to use Lina Inverse once again. Just as well get something out of the human before
the power of the Lord of Nightmares burned out her soul. L-Sama did a little math,
tallying up the times shed used Lina as a channel for her power, felt a brief twinge
of regret then shrugged. Ah well, even useful humans had to die some time. But killing
Ullan and Zellan ran the risk of manifesting Shabranigdo if they werent destroyed
completely, with no traces left of their bodies or souls.
"Sorry, Lei," she whispered, sending puffs
of smoke swirling away on the gentle breeze that wafted in through the immense windows of
the chamber, "even I cant keep all of my promises all the time. Ive given
the boy another chance to liveif he chooses to throw it away on the battlefield,
thats not my problem."
In
her lair, Beast Master lay on her bed, her ancient eyes red from crying. Shed even
lost interest in cigarettes and wine since Xellos had departed for Marrigan. He thought
she didnt know about the Sons of Chaos and the assignment hed been given by
the Lord of Nightmares, thought she didnt know about the power hed gained from
the dragons, thought she didnt know anything! It served her purposes to let him
believe he could keep secrets from her, his master. It even served her purposes to let him
think she believed his only reason for returning to Marrigan was to screw with that
Zelgadis kids life some more and to eke out a little revenge upon Zhara. Fool! Did
he really, honestly believe she, the mighty Zellas Metallium, one of the most ancient of
the surviving Mozoku lords, wouldnt know he was going to Marrigan to die? Even with
all of his power, he couldnt hope to stand against the Sons of Chaos. Maybe he could
convince his children that L-Sama had ordered him to kill the boys, but even with their
added power it was hopeless. Only the power of a true Dark Lord could stand against Ullan
and Zellan, and even then it had better be one as powerful as Beast Master because the
Sons of Chaos carried pieces of Shabranigdo inside them. The only way to draw out the Dark
Lord was to kill his hosts. Was that L-Samas true plan? To destroy those two pieces
of the Dark Lord? But why send Xellos against them, when he had no hope for victory?
Zellas sat up and rubbed the last tears from her
eyes. "Im a fool!" She cursed herself. "Sitting here crying like a
cowardly girl when my greatest and most faithful servant needs me!" Faithful, was he?
Was it faithfulness, this keeping secrets from her? Or did he think he was protecting her
from something? No, that couldnt be it. Xellos had been ambitious as a mortal and
was even more ambitious as a Mozoku. It was power he craved, and she was just a stepping
stone to that power.
"No matter!" Zellas jumped out of bed and
summoned her battle gear onto her body. Time to go hunting! Nobody, not even L-Sama,
herself, sacrificed the best minion shed ever had! Beast Master checked her look in
the mirror: Black leather and iron chainmail, boots tipped with steel barbs, gauntlets
with steel spikes on the knuckles and steel talons on the fingertips. Zellas Metallium
needed no weapons. Her armaments were her brute, animal strength, and the teeth and claws
of her beast form. She closed her eyes and when she opened them again, the redness was
gone. "Forgive me, My Lady," she whispered to L-Sama in her mind, "but I
wont let you kill him."
She tucked her ancient, iron helm under her arm, and
in brief flash of light she was gone.
"Excellent," L-Sama muttered to herself when she felt Beast Master depart her
lair, ready for battle. "Two more pieces, and the game can begin. I do so love
chess!"
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